sitting here, wondering how I got to this place.
my feet must have carried me, but i didn??t notice.
i just seem to drift through, wandering endlessly.
all of me that can feel any more is my mind.
my body is just a stupid barrier, between me and true reality.
i want to dissolve into this chair, become part of my surroundings.
nobody would mind.
i want to melt away into the air, be one with the lonely nothingness.
always being pushed aside, to make room for whatever it is that isn??t me.
i seem to burst with frustration, when i look at what i am.
i look so helpless, so lonely.
i look so out of place.
i don??t belong, no matter how hard i try??
i am only human.
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